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hey wow..i'm on

October 3rd, 2006 (09:51 pm)
current location: earth
RIGHT NOW: creative
BEATS: fergie "London Bridge"

so it's been months. mostly i'm on myspace (i like the music...i am such a whore. geez =]) but i thought i would get on the all of my accounts and make all of my passwords the same. because i'm going CRAZY trying to remember everything. lol

peace homies

those muther fuckers

May 31st, 2006 (05:28 pm)
pissed off

RIGHT NOW: pissed off

wow. this seems to be a big deal these days. (religion normally is i guess).

so here it is:

i don't believe in a god. but i am not atheist. atheism is having no beliefs at all. i do believe in being a kind person and treating others fairly. i believe in love and spending time with my family.

if i feel that someone is going to take offense to me not believing in god then i will tell them that i was baptised when i was younger. i only do this for protection. most of you should know that almost every war in history has been started over religion... and i don't need to make life any harder then it is by pissing people off just because i'm not like them.

i feel it is not necessary to judge someone based on their beliefs. i am friends with people from many religious backgrounds. i learn from and study other religions to gather my own beliefs and interpretations about life.

i am not sorry if how i am offends anyone. i have been this way almost my whole life. i don't hold other's religious beliefs against them and i would hope that you wouldn't hold mine against me.

AND NOW A WORD..........

February 17th, 2006 (05:09 pm)

BEATS: "Missing You" Tyler Hilton

So.... now I have updated everything and it looks pretty nice. Now.... I am going to get some pizza.


December 28th, 2005 (11:22 pm)

RIGHT NOW: bored
BEATS: "Circle" Paramore

Blah blah blah. That is me yesyesyes, that is how I feel. tiredtiredtired. More later fans..............................

Winter blows its chilly ass in.....

November 7th, 2005 (07:54 pm)
pissed off

RIGHT NOW: pissed off
BEATS: "Love Steals Us From Loneliness" Idlewild

I hate the winter. I'm not a cold weather type person. Too much coldness for me. Plus it hurts my asthma, which has been hurting for almost three weeks now. ( Don't smoke people, it causes asthma in children, which in turn ruins their life).
Boy world sucks right now even though I have a boyfriend. No one has called me. And I CAN complain because I have called all of my friends and either they are not there are they choose not to answer. Maybe there is a Lindsey boycott going on that I didn't know about. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..............
Stress for me has been at an all time high. (Maybe it's because my boyfriend is a pothead...)

Don't know much about anything anymore. That's right.... I'm a moron.

Now where are my moron club benefits....................?

Gay people rock

October 15th, 2005 (11:40 am)

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is "Wrong"

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3)Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behaviour. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and
can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans

Please post this in your journal if you are for gay marriage.

What the hell was I thinking???????..........................

October 15th, 2005 (11:08 am)

RIGHT NOW: crushed
BEATS: "Empty Apartment" Yellowcard

I have to be the stupidest person on this planet. I have no common sense whatsoever. And apparently everyone knows that except me.
This week has sucked balls so much. At least I didn't screw up my xc race too bad. I still get to run varsity at league. But the boy problems keep getting worse and I'm slowy but surely losing what ever friends I had on the xc team.
Homecoming is tonight. Blah. I have a feeling this is going to be an ackward night. Not only do I not know where to pick up my date (I'm the only one with a car) but I haven't danced in years AND my date really likes me but I like someone else. This new boy I like is a pothead but he's really funny AND he refuses to let me smoke pot. (Bouns points) I just don't know about him. He says he's tired of liking girls who don't want relationships.(I want one with you!!!) But he gives off that player vibe. Oh well. Guess I'll have to live through some more heart break.
And suprise, suprise Eric has had sex. The shyest guy I know who hasn't even had a girlfriend and he's almost 20, had sex with some random girl. WOW. Totally just ruined what I thought of him. It tells we what kind of guy he is and I don't like his kind. I guess he has just been to scared to commit to me these past 2 years. Whatever. The last 9 guys I know of didn't want to commit to me either. (Knife stabs into heart, blood trickles down to floor, pooling into lakes of disgust and bitterness) What's funny is that Eric is afraid he'll hurt someone if he's in a relationship, too bad you've never had one dumb ass so how would you know????!!! I told him that too.
Guess I'll go relax. I'll need my strength for tonight.

I fucking hate everyone......

September 3rd, 2005 (08:24 pm)


The last 7 guys I have been interested in has turned me down. And my last boyfriend got rid of me because he wanted to be 'free' his senior year. What an ass. Well freedom looks great. The big boobed blonde he was with looked pretty great. Everyone should be free!!!! Fuck.... What is wrong with me? Why are all these people making me feel like I'm not good enough anymore??? Bryce even makes me feel like shit. And Eric says he likes me but then doesn't call. Once again...I don't know what to do. I want someone. I do. I want to be in a relationship again. At least XC isn't so bad this year. I even made Varsity. Shelby and Steven are great. I still wonder about Chris. He once told me that he just wanted to be my friend.... but I still always hope. Jesus, what is it with me liking all these guys?

Blah Blah Blah

August 1st, 2005 (08:42 pm)

RIGHT NOW: and a little sore
BEATS: Gorrillas "Feel Good Inc."

Ran 6 miles today in under 50 minutes. That's under 9 minutes a mile. I was even talking with Jessica the whole time. We had fun. I wasn't even all that out of breath when I was done. I asked Joe about friday. He looked at me and said, " Are you serious?" Like I was joking. Hmmm. I'm not quite sure how to take that. Maybe that's a good sign. At least the next time we fooled around I felt a whole lot sexier. Whew. It's amazing what a shower will do. LoL.

Boys.........bunch of fuckers

July 26th, 2005 (10:38 pm)
BEATS: Yellowcard "Only One"

Wonderful Jose said he would call me after he got off of work....which should have been yesterday afternoon. He is either working way too much OR........ he forgot OR........ he is avoiding me. I'm guessing the latter. Maybe he's testing me. He hates it when girls call him a lot. I haven't called him at all. Maybe I will tomorrow. Maybe. I keep going back to Friday. We had our first sexual encounter. Very ackward...for me at least. I haven't been with a man in 8 months. I just didn't know how to act. He probably thinks I was terrible. Plus HE thinks that he's hot shit just because all his ex's said so. I just didn't feel sexy. It was almost like he was disgusted with me. Hell, I was disgusted with me too. Then when he comes over on Sunday he says some shit aout wether I've thought of shaving... down there. WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS??!!! OH.... excuse me...... did I not please you enough? Was I not good enough? I'm sorry I'm not as great as you. O Great One. Fuck. I hate it when this happens. Why do I let people make me feel inferior? Jesus... I wish he would just give me a break.

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